Día 5 A song to match your mood

So I am a tad bit behind on the 30 day blog...so lets just call it the next 30 blogs.  lol. I jumped back into a full-time summer job in MD and have been quite busy with this transition back to the states.  Trying to figure out my next steps while patiently waiting on the Lord to continue to reveal His will for my life.  Transitions are tough and I have been experiencing some emotional highs and lows.

I am a recovering Type A personality, so being in control and understanding every moment of every minute of every hour of my life is important to me. As a result of all of these changes and the need to make decisions I felt myself slipping back into Captain Jettie mode (I'm your hero!).

I know where that road can lead, so I decided to confide in a friend about this struggle.  She listened to my concerns, asked questions that challenged me, encouraged me…and most importantly pointed me to the cross.  The following day I met up with a good friend and we had personal devotion about faith and trusting in God. Today after bible study a sister told me to lean not on my understanding but to trust in the Lord. Literally 10 minutes later a friend texted me to read Proverbs 3:5-6 and i look on facebook and another friend posted an encouraging video. 

                                             

So in a nutshell this video describes my mood. Last night I felt like my prayers were ricocheting off  of the walls in my room. I couldn't hear Gods voice. Yet today I am so thankful that God has reminded me that I must Trust in Him with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding; in all my ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6 )